Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. There is no soundness in my flesh because of your indignation; there is no health in my bones because of my sin. Get up and call on your god! (Theres no escape from a ring, they say) I realized that something inside of me was not right and led me on a journey far away from the people that I once loved. The captain went to him and said, How can you sleep? I finally cried out to God for help and in response God gave me the same instructions that I had been avoiding to go home. But I simply could not imagine that I would end up back in the original place from where I tried to escape for so long! Prodigal Spouse Testimonies Michael and Wanda, this book has really helped meI now feel I have the tools and encouragement to do what I have to do I am confident that even though my husband has moved out that God is not done with us! (THIS INCLUDES JUDGES IN A COURTROOM!) He began to party heavily with friends, and lost control of himself, so much so that he frightened his own parentsuntil he found out about God and His plans for him, and did a total 180 with his life. It's 2years now since he left me and 4 kids for another female. all thanks and all praise be to Almighty God, he is now back home and we are rebuilding a marriage that from all counts and to the naked eye in the natural realm was dead. For thus says the Lord God: Behold, I, I myself will search for my sheep and will seek them out. As far as I could see we were the perfect couplewent out together.stayed home togetherlaughed, joked..we were like two peas in a podof course we had our regular marital problems.no marriage is perfect..in addition to the above we also.. argued and sometimes told each other some harsh words.LIKE EVERY OTHER COUPLEit isnt right but it happens.. Thank You! Reflection for 29 June5 July 2020 The Atonement Rocks! At first, I was a little embarrassed to share it, but I realize that was the enemys condemnation and that I need to use my testimony as God has commanded, which I hope blesses you and will help overcome and hurl down the devil as you stand for the restoration of your marriage and family (Revelation 12:10-11). Please, dont give up on me! A lifestyle publication. I really dont blame her because we lived as strangers for many years, but there always seemed to be a bond that kept us together. I keep having one bad thing after another happening to me. God kept reminding me of my vows to my husband, and the choice I made to be married until death do us part that I made long ago I simply could not forget, no matter how hard I tried. How else you explain a mother who abandons her own children? I still cried every day but I also engaged in some radical and spiritual warfare for my husband..I spoke the word of God over my marriage EVERYDAY and I prayed hedges of thorns around my husband EVERYDAY..I pleaded the blood of Jesus over him and claimed my marriage in the name of Jesus. My heart was sooo hard, and those were the same words my husband spoke to me. #3) A change from apathy to readiness (2 Corinthians 9:3) Prodigal spouses will be ready to do whatever it takes for restoration and peace in their relationship with God and their families. But in the end, he chose to follow where he saw the evidence leading himthis is his story. I will give them a heart to know Me, for I am the LORD; and they will be My people, and I will be their God, for they will return to Me with their whole heart. Rosaria Butterfield. Writer, musician, reader, daughter. When your relationship and love for God far surpasses that of your wife/husband, you have arrived. While Susan knows this deeply wounded her son, he never talked about it much or acknowledged it bothered him. Please ponder these four words: We never sin alone. Lets take a look at how God begins the process of bringing Jonah back home. They dont care enough to be hostile. That wont change no matter how much we preach against it. marriage, I had released my husband and my marriage to God and I knew God was going to do something. (LogOut/ But the movie only tells the first half of Louiss story. If they were scared, it must have been a truly terrible storm. It wasnt logical nor was it the woman that I had been married to the previous 10 years. Thanks for your interest! He can send the storm of trouble in your church. Dear Spouse, It's me, your lost beloved. Storytelling Volunteer Jeanette Johnson grew up dreaming about having a "happily ever after" life. So take the word of this testimony to heart and be blessed and encouraged as you use it to defeat and hurl down the devil the next time he comes calling to steal, kill and destroy your marriage (an earthly representation of our relationship with Christ Ephesians 5:29-32 and 1 Corinthians 11:7), the word of YOUR testimony (that overcomes him Revelation 12:10-11) and your righteousness, peace and joy (what the kingdom of heaven is all about Romans 14:17)!). Hebrews 4:16 He will always lead us right back to his will. The world knows this. I know the days were hard on him too, but the strength that he drew from the Lord was the strength that I needed to come back home to. I have been standing for my marriage for six months now with no communication from my husband. While doing some research on her writings, I found a little-known poem she wrote about what its like to be a prodigal on the way back home but with your heart not yet changed. I cant seem to get ahead; people are angry with me; my life is upside down. It was also then that I started to pray for my husbands heart, and God has truly worked wonderful things to bring us to where we are today. I enlisted the help of three persons.a Prophetess, an Apostle, and a church Pastor..these were all spiritual people I knewand strong men and women of GodI knew I wasnt strong in my spirit and my faith was way less than even that of a mustard seed. Believe it or not, I still have to remind myself of these things when I get all worked up and emotional. Heres his response: 2. We have 7 children who were blindsided as badly as I was. I think I either bought or borrowed every book on marriagewarfare.prayeryou name it .every website I could think of.. And I just wrapped my husband up and prayed what ever pray I could even verbatim from some of those same books.I became like a one man army.. At times the devil whispered in my ears and unbelief and doubt settled in.I would call my prayer warriors for encouragement and go to God crying and in a few hours would be right as rain and ready again to go up against the gates of hell for my boo. Rosarias story is unusual in that it is one of the few in which a prodigal had everything to lose and nothing to gain by turning to God. They were hardened to the dangers of life at sea. The world is waiting for the church to pray. bless you as well! That morning, he believed, he was a new creation. THE ANDERSONS: Forgiving the Prodigal Spouse THE SHRIVERS: After the Affair If God has given you a testimony one that could help and encourage others who are living with the horrible pain of infidelity, we would appreciate it if you would send it to us. And now Im praying for his heart and for him to forget about the person he was with. Notice she said she had faith less than the size of a mustard seed when she first started to approach the Lord for His help. Jeremiah 24:7. Its not outer change we need, but deep, inner transformation by the Holy Spirit. God bless you and your family as well and thank you for joining my journey on Heart of a Wife. Its not true! This post gives me so much more hope than I have ever had. Testimonies; General Resources; Prayer Resources; Questions and Answers; Podcast. I dont want to apportion blame too much here but suffice it to say we had some in-law issues which contributed greatly to our demise.but that is another story and I want to concentrate on how God showed up and showed off in the mist of my situation. God Bless you! but I thought it would be perhaps a Hi hellohow are you.or perhaps a few weeks down the line he might drop in a call or something.I had no idea that MY GOD was bringing my husband home that day.that instant. Notice several key things Crystal did to get God to move on her behalf. He knows whats coming and doesnt want you to give up. For those of you who have been on the receiving end of adultery, you know exactly what I am talking about. But, please, dont stop! document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); The buyer will recieve these sessions via Facebook Messenger, Text or Phone call, A Prodigal Wife Who Finally StopsRunning, There Is No Human Remedy To Change AProdigal. Its only later that your realize the storm was a severe mercy from the Lord. Everyday I seek God to fight this battle. Learn more about a small group with opportunity to ask questions and get counseling from Dominic Herbst:https://www.walkingthroughcalvary.comRestoring Relati. We come home to you, our spouses, and you throw stones at us. You have been given the grace to stand. I was greatly deceived and believed that God was calling me to leave my family and pursue my "soul mate." I kept running in the opposite direction of where God was calling me back home. I thought I was alone and I could find nothing to encourage me as I was the prodigal now praying for the restoration of my marriage. We are two completely different people today then we were back then, so there is no reason to ever look back. But when she wrote a scathing criticism of one of the local Christian gatherings, to her surprise, she received a thoughtful and kind reply from a pastor who invited her to call him. Hes got your number written on his heart. Thats really good news because there is only one person in the universe who can change the heart, and he specializes in divine heart surgery. We too often cut ourselves off from Gods help because of shame or self-reliance, when He really does want to help, if we let Him. For your arrows have sunk into me, and your hand has come down on me. How many times have we returned with our head hung to our Lord, full of shame, yet found Him with open arms ready to separate our sin from us as far as the East is from the West if we only repent? But I finally understand and it is only by Gods grace and lots of prayers that I still place my hope in the Lord and His promises and I believe deep down that it is not over even though it might seem that way. He pressed on my lips the burning kiss Posted I too prayed and prayed and felt so alone. O church, why arent we praying? The Official Blog Site of Jeannie Remy Ministries LLC. But it was such a privilege and joy to see him in person, even from a distance . No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. Pray for my husband Nick. My wounds stink and fester because of my foolishness. We lived like strangers in our routine of go to work, come home, take care of the children and repeat it all over again. 2 Corinthians 12:9 My husband has left again for the fifth time, claiming that hes not sure if he can love me the way I need. All of them, however, have lived powerful stories of transformation, hope, and faithfulness. As my husband led me through the front door, colorful balloons and handmade signs adorned the living room wall. The title of this article is, Prayer Secret #6 The Prayer of Agreement.. 136 days of reeling and praying for a reconciliation. So click here to Become A FAM Member, where you can read, respond to or share encouragement from The Prodigal Perspective! Contact Rejoice; Submit a Testimony; Submit . And, as with Rosaria Butterfields story: God is worth the sacrifice. Proverbs 16:9 What I learned: Never give up on those you love keep praying. And your clinginess, desperation and tears make us sick to our stomachs; not because we dont care about youbecause we dowe love you, but it is hidden so deep inside that we cant see or feel it. Praying Against Strongholds Over Your Marriage, How To Bring Blessings To Your Restoration. The enemy will do everything to destroy your stand and keep your loved one in bondage. He has his narcotics. The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps. Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. These stages will develop you to walk into the promise and help you to see the anointing God-ordained Spouses who God has standing and praying for your prodigal spouse will find themselves going through the stages below. My Father ran with compassion for me. I am so grateful that my husband found inner strength from the Lord to be able to stand for our marriage, no matter what the circumstances were. How else can you explain a politician who breaks the law and then lies with impunity? It was a pretty picture of a self-satisfied man who seemed to have gotten away with disobedience. I made a promise to God and to myself that WHEN he restored my marriage, I would testify and tell the world.I would share EVERY single detail no matter how shameful and embarrassing it would be, in the hope and knowledge that I would someday be able to bring some kind of hope for a hurting wife or husband who wouldve been going through what I once was. Stephanie. And if they were able to survive, thrive, and encounter Gods goodness in their troubles, so can we. The next thing she did right was to enlist the aid of three powerful prayer warriors to help her with her prayers to the Lord. We'd always been committed to our life together and to our children, family, and community. That moment is a powerful memory etched in my mind, that terrible Mother's Day weekend - when I knew in my gut that he was never coming home again. I found myself in a very bad situation many times, and knew that I had invited misery into my life. God was, but I didnt know that!! I know he is coming home and I know what unconditional love is now! Only when I finally gave it all to God and felt that peace did everything start to fall into place. Its not his will for divorce. I was deceived and left my husband for another man. This is the reason you cant give up. You have to get to a point where you are okay either waywith restoration or without it because you are content with GOD and his love. God knows how to reach us at the right moment. You are never out of reach of God's love - no matter what mistakes you have made. Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. Im glad I found this site and that it even exists. Then they start throwing their profit away by throwing the cargo overboard. Prodigal spouses who are truly repentant will express genuine thankfulness to God and their deserted spouses for what they've done. My husband of 1 year and 5 months left me on November 30th, 2010 .BUT. Use this time to complete the work that needs to be done in yourself and let God work on your spouse. I'm fighting with God's help. It has become hard because the enemy deceived me, and the entire time I was running, I knew it was wrong. Why are we still sleeping? I NEED YOU!!! Any amount will help! All suffering is worth it to follow Jesus. I know youre praying for me. There she squandered everything on clubbing with men half her age. And thats especially evident in the way God uses the encouragement and insight gained when our members share Their Prodigal Perspective. You tell us what we are doing is wrong. Because stories teach us far more effectively than any objective lessons. Everyone on board is endangered by Jonahs sin. I had reached my mountaintop, onlythe view disappointed me. This week, I came to the place you shared You have to get to a point where you are okay either waywith restoration or without it because you are content with GOD and his love. I am so encouraged with your perspective as well as your wordsAnd when you are at peace with the thought of them leaving, your blessing of restoration is on its way. promising them freedom while they themselves are slaves of corruption; for by what a man is overcome, by this he is enslaved. It would be best if you didnt see the pain, the shame, and the troubles that have come since I left you. But they never gave up, and neither should we. Ive created The Brilliant Writer Checklist to help you clarify your message, reach more readers, and change the world with your words. We may think that someone has hit rock bottom when they are still scheming a way out of their problems. There is nothing you can say or do, and everything you say or do in your will, will FAIL. He brought me home to a man I SWORE I didnt love, didnt want to be with, and didnt want to be in the same room with if it could be avoided. Lord, I am stepping out of the way and trusting you and that restoration is already on its way. It comes from God. My kids are in trouble. This is where I am at now, my husband is cold and telling me that its never going to work out! Thats so tough to do sometimes; yet it is very much what we have to come too. I just found this site and Ive been doing everything you said not to do! (LogOut/ This is what is called the prayer of agreement. The enemy has me in bondage! He also says He can send the storm of the sudden death of a loved one. I got a bad report that rocked me and then felt horrible because I wondered if Id learned anything in all this time, so my faith needed strengthening. Oh my goodness! What you can see is someone who left you, hates you, and wants nothing to do with you, right? God, I am done standing in your way. Those searing words speak to an inner battle we all feel from time to time, a battle we sometimes sing about in more familiar words: Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it, My sense is that you knew Him when you went through your Jonah moments. Several years ago I ran across the work of a Canadian poet named Ethelwyn Wetherald who lived in the early part of the 20th century. Others were not outwardly prodigals, or were not aware perhaps that they were missing God in their lives. All Bible verses are from the New International Version 1984 unless otherwise indicated. But then Nabeel met David Wood, a staunch Christian who had once spent time in jail for attempting to kill his father, and who came to know the love of God through the challenge of a fellow inmate. If I take the wings of the morning, And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, Even there Your hand shall lead me, And Your right hand shall hold me. Every prodigal is shown the way out, but chooses to turn their back on what is right. Why? He can ring your phone any time of the day or night. Some of them grew up in Sunday School. If you do, wake up and pray for us!. The problem is always on the inside. Remember I wasn't rooted in God so my prayers wasn't as flowing as other people but everyday I gain more and more strength and my faith began to soar..I prayed that God would soften my husband's heart and remind him of the love we once sharedI asked God to send Godly people in his life to speak to him even when I couldn't and God heard me. My wife told me she wanted a divorce after twenty-five years of marriage. Crystal had what she thought was the perfect marriage when all of a sudden her husband tells her one day he wants out of the marriage, as he had been having an affair with a woman online. We are running from God, and when you act like that, we run from you too. I am writing this with Love, because I dont want you guys to make the same mistakes. I long-God help me!-to wallow to-night. So, we stand. they struggled with feelings of guilt and shame, what REALLY happens on the other side of the mountain. GOD has them, so remember that they are NOT in control. Copyright 2005-2023 Faith And Marriage Ministries. You have loved ones who are away from the Lord. This is my story exactly!! He can send the storm of a desperately sick child. Why cant I just move on?!. I pray that God continues to uphold you in magnificent ways. Williams was one of the very few who managed to actually complete SEAL training on his first try. There is no peace, says my God, for the wicked. And when we finally realize that it doesnt matter what we see and hear about and from our spouses and their plans and lives because Gods Word and Will can NOT be thwarted, we can walk in the confidence declared in Isaiah 8:10, which says Devise your strategy, but it will be thwarted; propose your plan, but it will not stand, for God is with us. However, in the last few years, I began to feel my husband's commitment to us wavering. He told me that after he spoke to me on Thursday.he went to God himself and talked to him and asked him to speak and show him what he should do..he said from the time he said that everything just went crazy..everything he saw reminded him of me.. when he went to sleep his dreams were constant replays of our life together.. he started thinking about stuff that happened before and after our marriage that were nothing short of miraculous.. Revelation 3:19 Today is March 16th 2011. He put on my feet the shoes that miss And when you are at peace with the thought of them leaving, your blessing of restoration is on its way. Dear Spouse, Its me, your lost beloved. But Chad found that his victory was strangely empty. It was also hard to hear him (the crowd was large and he was an old man at that point). I found Roberts prayer for Hedge of Thorns and I am bringing out the big guns now. 1. I could not understand why God was leading me to go home. And: God is worth the sacrifice. This means that you do not have to have large amounts of faith with the Lord to get the show going with Him. I know you're praying for me. So we are all blessed that the Lord has worked so mightily in the hearts, minds, spirits and circumstances of our prodigal members and that they are willing to share their unique Prodigal Perspective and give us a much clearer understanding of what REALLY happens on the other side of the mountain; because just As declared in Genesis 50:20, what Satan intended for harm and evil, God ALWAYS intended for good and for the saving of many livesand in this case, for the saving of many marriages and families as well! Blacken my soul where none may see. Nice little deal he had going there. Ill try to be as brief as possible but I really dont want to leave any detail out.no matter how small, because it may be the very thing God wants to use to inspire and encourage a stander or prodigal spouse. Everything we ever wanted is now within this other person and you are now the enemy; you want to rob us of our joy, you dont understand us, you dont love us; because if you did, we wouldnt have gone astray. This really encouraged me. It took me out of the storm and planted me right back on solid ground today. I had built my life around my husband and now he was goneI felt like I lost the better part of me..I couldnt eat.I couldnt eat .I didnt want to socialize and I forced myself to go to work..but God had a plan.even though all seemed lostGod was turning my situation around even as I was hurting..what the devil meant for evil God was turning around for good. And The Prodigal Perspective always bears witness to and confirms Isaiah 57:20-21, which declaresBut the wicked are like the tossing sea, which cannot rest, whose waves cast up mire and mud. That scorches deeper than fires of wrath. Jake. My marriage is falling apart. For the Lord your God is he who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies, to give you the victory. In many ways you have shared my own story. We claim to know the living God. I have learned lots during my journey of learning how to be a stander. There was a man who had a wife. Some went to a Christian college. God knows us better than we know ourselves. I am working hard at being the person God wants me to be and try not to focus on my husband or the NCP. Karen's Testimony My story: Marriage after Betrayal My husband was gone. You tell us we need God. I have dreams, visions, and endless memories of you. Thankyou, thankyou. Thank you for your testimony. My husband has cancer. I cant escape him. Testimony of a Prodigal - You Will Come to the End of Yourself 23,496 views Nov 12, 2017 422 Dislike Share Save Lisa Crum 104 subscribers Candice Harper shares how God reconciled her to Himself. I met someone who understood mesomeone who sang my praises, complimented me, etc. God is faithfulwe know that, so now we just have to actually believe it. DONT STOP PRAYING AND FASTING! And I never consulted God on anything; I was too angry and my heart was made of the hardest stone imaginable. Prodigals think CRAZY things. THIS IS A FIGHT! What I learned: Bitterness and vengefulness is vain it destroys us from the inside out, and hurts those we love as well. Maybe he can save us.. I am praying for my marriage to be restored and brand new again, and I have gotten out of Gods way. Shes in Gods handmy family is in Gods hand and He will restore my marriage in Jesus name! Im afraid, and my heart is saturated with anger, shame, and guilt. During that process, Ashley Smith broke free of her own drug addiction and not long after, regained custody of her daughter. AND DO NOT PICK IT BACK UP!! Its like God is mad at me or something. Will you pray that God grants me a new heart, and I can come to know him again? For six years, best friends and debate partners David and Nabeel argued back and forth, challenging each other and digging deep to figure out whose beliefs were actually true. Who was going to stop me? I know God was working on him and sent him home to me. Satan has his ships, and they are always ready to take on another passenger. We pray, and we fast until we have victory. Remember I wasnt rooted in God so my prayers wasnt as flowing as other people but everyday I gain more and more strength and my faith began to soar..I prayed that God would soften my husbands heart and remind him of the love we once sharedI asked God to send Godly people in his life to speak to him even when I couldnt and God heard me. Today Im 12 Years Sober and Still Starting Over, The Secret Thoughts of an Unlikely Convert, about to be re-released (preorder link, non-affiliate). I can preach a thousand sermons, we can all sing a thousand hymns, and together we can attend a thousand church services, but apart from the Lord it will do no good. I know my marriage is being restored; Im giving it all to him and he WILL restore it as promised in his word. 2015 The Prodigal Spouse Moriah Shires . "Equipping and encouraging people to keep believing in Jesus", Copyright 2020 Keep Believing Ministries. Not a chance. They can do without our sermons, but they cant live without our prayers. I am just reading this post as I an gathering every resource I can find to help me restore my marriage. I believe Gods word and I have much more faith now. O Lord, rebuke me not in your anger, nor discipline me in your wrath! Music if Fun matt lanter political views . I was an example of a prodigal wife, just like so many others, who had run from my husband and abandoned my family for months at a time, just to fulfill my selfish desires. He was tenderhearted and funny, and he loved his little sister. Your testimony was put in front of me at the most perfect time! YOU HAVE BEEN CALLED INTO THIS BATTLE, AND GOD WILL BRING YOUR VICTORY IF YOU DO NOT GIVE UP!!!! Do you remember what happened to the prodigal son in Luke 15? Nichols later peacefully allowed himself to be re-arrested. Her experience and insight is a perfect illustration of the biblical principles of standing for marriage restoration and confirms just why God teaches us to do what His Word says (Luke 6:46-49); He made us and He knows how we tick! I started praying the way you suggested 48 hours ago and today he told me hes moving in with woman he left us for. He knows how to put us to sleep while the world crashes in around us. I know because I cant quit thinking about you and what Ive done to you. I give all the thanks and praise to God for what he didit doesnt matter what your situation looks like.it doesnt matter how impossible and dead it seemsit doesnt matter what your husband or wife is planning..we plan but God is also planning and he works EVERYTHING out together for those that love the LORD.. DO NOT GIVE UP.THE DEVIL AND EVEN YOUR OWN MIND IS GOING TO TRY TO TELL YOU TO MOVE ONLEAVE HIM/HER ALONEHE/SHE DOESNT WANT YOU..THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO..THERE IS NO ONE THAT CAN HELP YOU NOW..DO NOT LISTENeven in your tears.cry out to God.when you dont know what to say..just say JESUS.nothing moretears is a language God understands and he is going to work it out.. As Eugene Peterson puts it, He was so hungry he would have eaten the corncobs in the pig slop, but no one would give him any. If you saw that, youmight think, That young man is ready for a new life. Maybe so, maybe not. Scripture taken from New King James Version. In other words, dont befriend someone to convert them everyone can tell. I also never thought that the change that I was seeing in my wife was permanent. Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need. BUT DONT DO IT!! It gives me hope for the restoration of my marriage. Your testimony helped me to know that God is not done and that the promises He gave me for the restoration of my marriage, my husband and me still stand . In my own journey, I hurt people before I knew the Lord. He put on my hand a ring of gold, The Prodigal Wife - Heart of a Wife The Prodigal Wife I will never forget the day I arrived back home. As you will see when reviewing her testimony below, Crystal was determined she was not going to lose her good marriage over something like this, so she stormed the throne of God asking Him to move to bring her husband back. The most difficult thing God has ever asked of me has been to trust in Him, to give my husband completely to Him and to love no matter what. Thats where we left Jonah in the last message. Here is her word-for-word testimony, and then I will point out a few key things she did to get God to move on this extreme situation. RUN as fast as we can!! Thats Part 1 of How God Pursues Prodigals. In Part 2 well discover that being swallowed by a great fish may be the best thing that ever happened to us. Maybe he will take notice of us, and we will not perish (v. 6). Oh my word! In the story Jesus told, the father waited for his son to return and then ran to meet him when he was still far from home. In it's narrowest definition, it doesn't. 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